__amusement

zhan's party was amusing.
i was just telling marcus that other than for zhan,
i probably wouldnt go for the party
cos there wouldnt have been anyth or anyone interesting there.
but im glad i went anyw. (:
marcus self invited.
hahah.
we all played pool.
it was pretty much self entertainment.
and that silly del and alyo were talking nonstop abt
CAPTAIN JACKSPARROW etc
how irritating.
my poor ears.
ugh
and they used me as a tree??
goodness.

yesterday was a bad day laa.
everyth just dint go on well.
upset like crazy abt it.
thank God for frens like daryl darling and marcus. (:
they kept me smiling all night even though inside i was feeling down.



wat would you do if the one you loved
liked ur sibling or smth like that?
wouldnt your heart break?
maybe im just not enough for you.
i want to be there for you
but will u let me do that?



-out